I spent the first full day that E--- was gone lazying around the house, half way watching TV and half way surfing the web.
I did manage two loads of laundry, and made myself available to my youngest to try on her new school uniforms (believe it or not NOTHING fit!!!!).
Most of the day was spent trying to imagine "what is E--- doing now?" And hoping he was happy and well fed, safe and loved.
I hope tomorrow will be a better day.